January 2011
1 post
2011 is my year!
Here are pictures of myself I took this morning, January 12, 2011.
I weigh exactly 166 lbs.
My goal? 140!
I will be uploading pictures of myself every week. Please pray for my success! :)
December 2010
1 post
Here We Go...
Hello, world! I have not logged on to this website in a year, but recent events have led me to inspiration. Long story short, I have suffered with weight loss issues all my life, and I am done with complaining and struggling about it. I’m ready to WORK for what I want without having the pursuit of it overwhelm my life like in previous attempts.
I will be posting weekly pictures of myself in...
February 2009
6 posts
Confuzzled (confused + puzzled) and Excervous...
I tend to make up words for what I’m feeling, because there are no other appropriate words that exist.
So, I went to a club on Valentine’s Day/Single Awareness Day. The club was absolutely charming: dimmed lights, pumpin’ music, my best friends at my side. All the usual factors that would transform a night from drab to fab.
And then, I met a guy. He came over, danced next to...
Gravity.
Isn’t it odd how things always come back to you? Whether you want them to or not?
They can hold you without touch, and keep you without chains. Without lifting a finger, without even trying to, they hold you back. They will not permit you to do what you most want: to let go.
You’re keeping me down, but you need to set me free.
I don’t want to fall another moment into your...
I wish I didn’t have undereye circles I wish I had a smaller nose I wish my skin was like lucid silk I wish my cheeks were thinner I wish my breasts were bigger I wish I had a thinner figure I wish I had curves I wish my thighs were leaner.
However, what I wish most of all is not that any of the above would become reality, but that I could accept each one of them as my reality.
“Too...
Musical Therapy
Do you know what I love about music?
It does all the speaking for me.
“Funnyman” by KT Tunstall
Locked inside your head Do you realize the things you said Never made sense? We can sit here and laugh But we don’t know the half of it, In your defense We’ve been talking a while And it seems to me each time you smile Lights are coming on But they don’t burn too strong...
January 2009
5 posts
Hmm.
“I need to know that it’s possible for two people to stay happy together. Forever.”
—Juno
Pour.
Today, it rained! Rain is the earth’s way of stripping itself from its besmirched past.
Rain, in more ways than one, allows the earth to cry.
It experiences catharsis.
I want to rain.
Perhaps, all I wanted was to wholeheartedly believe that a man could love me, just the way I am.
I remain here, the way I am, loved. Yet, I am not satiated.
Yet, I am complete.